SuXingchen stepped out of the door of the consultation room. He looked up at the sky that had unconsciously lighted up the stars, and the tears in his eyes once again felt the urge to rise up.
Fortunately, he had already cried once in front of Dr. Fang, but this time he closed his eyes and put up with it.
SuXingchen has always been a positive person.
Before his only loved one died, he was passionate about life.
Until the day when his father left, he used to be full of energy, like a deflated balloon, and his condition was worse every day.
The schoolwork was also affected, and he became unwilling to study.
At first SuXingchen thought it was too short and he hadn't come out of the pain. He didn't know until later that this feeling of inability to face life was called depression.
The only difference from ordinary depression is that after SuXingchen knew that he was sick, he actively cooperated with the doctor's treatment and wanted to make himself better.
To this end SuXingchen also deliberately registered many social platforms. He strives to chat with his online friends, or broadcast live learning, cooking, and show his talents.
but......
A half year passed.
SuXingchen still couldn't find the motivation to keep him in this empty city.
Today is the last time he came to the consulting room to find Dr.Fang's solution. Because he has decided to temporarily suspend school and return to his father's hometown to cultivate for a while.
The reason why he cried a little emotionally today is because SuXingchen thought that he would only be able to communicate with Dr.Fang in the form of video or telephone in the future, and he felt a little uncomfortable.
"You see, in the face of people who are familiar and trusted, you slowly develop a sense of dependence, which creates bonds. As long as the bonds are deep enough, you will not feel that there is no meaning in your world without your stay. Just now, Dr.Fang tried to suggest SuXingchen for the first time: "Actually, if you don't exclude, you can find someone who trusts your feelings ..."
Hearing that Dr. Fang was not so sure whether to let SuXingchen in this state get into the relationship.
After all, in today's society, married couples can divorce in minutes, let alone just be in love.
If SuXingchen really falls in love for recovery, wouldn't it cause double harm if the lover breaks up with him?
So Dr.Fang finally said, "Find an event or environment that trusts you."
SuXingchen has tried everything that is suspicious of feelings, and it has no use.
Later, he thought that his father had a house in his hometown, and he passed on to him after his death.
Speaking of this old house, there is also a story of a god.
That was what SuXingchen heard from his father when he was a kid. The house in their home was the place where Grandpa used to look for Feng Shui masters in the 1970s. Don't ask for convenient life, but for Feng Shui.
SuXingchen was still too young to understand. There is no need to buy furniture in the house. Opening the door is the wealth of other people's homes, which they can share.
However, the contents inside can only be used inside and cannot be sold out.
SuXingchen thinks back now, he just thought his father was talking about some country news and used to fool the children, so he didn't care.
He wanted to return to his hometown. One was to leave this empty city, and the other was that his father had lived in his hometown for several years before his death. It is also a memory.
After making this decision, SuXingchen quickly completed the suspension procedure.
Then there is the vacant house on the cooking side. More than 50 square meters of the four-ring house, this is a residential house bought by his father to save money during his lifetime.
If rented out, more than 10,000 yuan can be collected each month.
In this way, he also has a source of living in his hometown, and can save a lot of money.
SuXingchen was thinking about this, and his frown on his face had been unconsciously for a few days.
Pack up next. SuXingchen seemed to have hope, and he seemed much happier than before when he had no goals.
...
In order to return home earlier, SuXingchen booked a high-speed rail ticket the next morning.
On the high-speed rail, he opened a video platform that he hadn't visited for a while, and found that several netizens asked about his current situation under a cooking video he had previously recorded.
And the rest are commenting on his cooking skills.
"..." This is a thing that makes SuXingchen more confused, because no one cares about the dishes in his cooking videos, almost all comment on how his hands are, and how his face must be.
SuXingchen, who has a restrained personality and does not like performance, picks out a few messages that ask about the latest situation and responds one by one.
Then he turned on the camera, pointed at his face wearing a mask, and slowly pulled down the mask. The voice was not loud but the word clearly said: "Now it is 6 o'clock Beijing time. I boarded the high-speed train back home. I reached the finish line after more than four hours. I am very fortunate that my mood today is a bit of a joy, although a bit dazed, and a little worried. Can I live my own life in my hometown, I think ... I can, I It will definitely get better and come on. "
After speaking, just like saving a diary, SuXingchen ordered the release.
Then follow Dr. Fang's suggestion, try to think less, and let him sleep more.
Because SuXingchen just thinks about things, and she can't help but fall into a panic of the situation. For example, if you feel lonely, there is no place in the world called home.
I feel lonely, except for himself, no one will remember those memories that belong to parents and children.
In other words, no one in this world will remember the pictures of how SuXingchen came to earth.
Suddenly, SuXingchen found tears in his eyes.
"father......"
SuXingchen hugged his backpack, and secretly avoided crying for a while, then relaxed. He slumbered against his chair for more than an hour, and was finally awoken by a burst of urine.
He got up and went to the bathroom, then kept looking at the scenery outside the window until he got to the station.
Now is Mayday, one of the most comfortable months of the year in southern cities.
SuXingchen got off at the city's North Station and had to make a long-distance bus back to the remote town and countryside.
Coupled with the various turning times in the middle, when he returned to the village on a small bread, it was already dark.
SuXingchen, who just got off the car, looked at a completely strange place and felt his feet were a little weak.
In the end, the uncle who brought him back couldn't see, and said, "Where's your door? Uncle helps you get your luggage over."
Just now in the car, the uncle driver pulled SuXingchen with a slapstick, and knew that the little brother with a clear eyebrow turned out to be a native of the village. He had a house here.
The uncle driver is also a local. His name is Wang Hanxiong and he lives in the second-floor self-built small building in the village.
In fact, SuXingchen doesn't have much luggage, just a backpack and a suitcase. Furthermore, he heard his father say that he could not take people home, so he shook his head and pulled down the mask on his face. Thank you, "Uncle, I can walk over by myself."
At this time, SuXingchen didn't know that it would take another two hours to walk from the village to his house.
During the period of darkness, the mountains were overcast, and the sound of birds and animals in the forest made SuXingchen, who was less than 20 years old, want to retreat.
But he was unwilling to come here after a hard day, and there was no room for retreat?
So he settled down and walked on the overgrown path by the light of a mobile phone flashlight.
SuXingchen embarrassed himself to sing a five-tone incomplete volunteer march.
When he sang for the fifth time, the cement-paved path finally came to an end.
Fortunately, a large house that looks good stands dark in front of SuXingchen.
There are two floors with a small yard.
SuXingchen looked at the house in front of him panting, thinking of his embarrassment just now, and at the same time he felt a slight sense of accomplishment in his heart.
He smiled and thought that the decision to change the environment was not wrong, and it was the first victory.
Then he found a bunch of keys in his backpack and opened the brass lock on the courtyard door, but found that the door was heavy and pushed a little harder.
After SuXingchen entered, carefully locked the courtyard door to prevent beasts from entering.
Seriously, in a mountain with no fingers, a person who comes to such a deserted place will be scared no matter who it is.
And SuXingchen, probably because you are not afraid of death. So when I found the house, I didn't hesitate to use it as my home.
Oh ...
He opened the second heavy door, and it was no accident dark inside.
But fortunately, no serious odor came, just a little musty smell caused by long-term unventilated.
SuXingchen dimly saw the shadow of some furniture through the flashlight of his mobile phone. But he didn't look much and looked for the switch directly on the wall near the door.
"Huh?" But after touching it, he began to doubt that there would be electricity in this kind of barren mountains and mountains.
Sure enough, there were no light switches on the wall at all.
However, SuXingchen didn't control it either. According to his father's description, he carried the suitcase directly to the second floor and found that there was indeed a door on the second floor entrance.
This time SuXingchen took a deep breath and opened it with a little trembling.
First, there was no moldy smell inside, but a faint air freshener.
SuXingchen depressed doubt, he reached out and pressed a switch casually by the wall, only to see a small light on the entrance.
What he saw next made SuXingchen startled and amazed ...
What exactly did SuXingchen see?
He saw a set of stylish and beautifully decorated suites, which supposedly only appeared in first- and second-tier cities, which made him hardly believe it was true.
To prove that he was not an illusion, SuXingchen immediately opened the exquisitely crafted shoe cabinet next to him. I saw rows of brand new leather shoes, sports shoes, and other shoes, but without exception, they were all male models.
"..." SuXingchen took out a pair of leather shoes, flipped over the soles, and wrote forty-three yards, which was not suitable for him forty yards.
However, slippers can be worn, he took out a pair of slippers, bent over, took off the original sneakers and put them in the shoe cabinet.
Then he closed the door and dragged the suitcase into the incredibly luxurious living room. He sat down thoughtfully on the sofa.
He just felt that the sofa under the buttocks was very good, and it didn't feel like he had been left here for more than a decade without being packed.
"..." SuXingchen, who was stimulated, rubbed his silly face. He finally believed in the things that his father had said, and everything turned out to be true.
There really is such an incredible spatial overlap in this world.
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